Purple Panic by China Glaze <3

Well I am not much of a writer but I have a few things on my mind lately and I can't stop thinking about them.. I'm loosing sleep over them so it's time to air this out. lol. Well, one at a time anyways.

So lately I have been thinking a lot about what I want to do when I “grow up”. I am 23 years old and I still feel just as lost about a career choice as I did when I was in high school. I have had a few different jobs in a few different fields. I worked in sales, in an office doing accounting and payroll and now I work in the health care industry in general services. None of these jobs I required any type of education besides a high school diploma. I never feel like I am fully satisfied with any job I have held. A lot probably has to do with the salary I receive, which isn’t poor but by no means do I make a lot. I think I fear growing old and have never have done anything recognizable as a career choice. I’m not saying I want to have some job where I have a significant impact on the world or anything, but just something I can be proud of. Something people close to me can be proud of.

When I was fresh out of high school I attended university for a year in hopes to become a elementary school teacher. It turned out to be more of a waste of time than any type of experience for me. I over packed my schedule, was working two part time jobs and trying to pay rent, and be a kid and party. Obviously it never worked out. Then I worked in a retail store. That was horrible. Next I decided I wanted to work in an office. I started doing reception then eventually got trained to do bookkeeping and payroll. I worked in various offices doing the same type of work for a few years. I got laid off in early spring of 2010 due to a shortage of work. This was more of a blessing than it sounds. I found myself dreading going to work and when I was there the day dragged on for what felt like was days. So with all this free time I had I decided this would be the time for me to “find myself” and decide what I truly wanted to do.

I decided that I wanted a job that I could help people. Something more rewarding at the end of the day than knowing I balanced the accounts. Lol. So I went to various Long Term Care Facilities and dropped off resumes. I got hired at one I was really hoping to get for a position in general services. That means I do light cleaning duties in resident rooms (dusting, floors, windows nothing “unpleasant”). I have been working there for just over a year and once again I find myself getting bored at my job. I don’t dread going I just get so bored when I am there. It doesn’t keep my mind active. So once again, I am questioning “what do I want to do when I grow up”.

And that leaves me with more questions , will I ever "grow up"? Will I ever know what I want to do?

A Jenna Marbles video.

Have any of you ever heard of glossybox.ca ? I just happened to stubble across it and what it is, is you pay $15.00 per month and this company will send you five different products a month. You dont even have to pay shipping! Sounds pretty interesting to me. There are always new products that I see that I am just to scared to try out for the first time. This is an easy way to try them out and not break the bank! I am going to be ordering this week, so I will post pics and let you all know what kind of stuff comes in it!!!

Wish me luck!!!

Check it out for yourselves

http://www.glossybox.ca

xoxoxo

another polyvore outfit

another polyvore outfit by longheelsredbottom featuring a short blazer

Fat Face slimming tank top
£12 - fatface.com

Mexx short blazer
€100 - mexx.eu

Rag & bone ripped jeans
$220 - singer22.com

summer day time

summer day time by longheelsredbottom featuring joie tops

Joie top
$198 - joie.com

Skinny leg jeans
$80 - topshop.com

Miso gold sandals
£22 - republic.co.uk

Forever 21 shoulder bag
$35 - forever21.com

summer beach

summer beach by jackiebertie featuring tote handbags

Halter shirt
$30 - 2cute2trendy.com

Cotton short shorts
$37 - pacsun.com

Oasis leather sandals
$36 - oasis-stores.com

Diane von Furstenberg tote handbag
$109 - bloomingdales.com

Okay so this next one is another hair how to. I don't know if any of you watch Teen Mom 2 but one of the mom's is Chelsea Houska. She has this curly/wavy hair that always looks awesome. Below is a picture of Chelsea.

 I tried so many times to do my hair like hers and it always looked like a big curly mess. I found this video on youtube showing how to do hair just like Chelsea. Hair tutorials on youtube are an awesome way to learn to improve your hair doing capabilities. So if you have trouble doing your own hair like I do you should definitely take a look around youtube for different types of tutorials. One thing to keep in mind when doing curly hair is it doesn't have to be perfect. I like the 'messy" curl look better. When they are tight and perfect I tend to feel like a little girl. Maybe it's just me but messy curls are a great look. They also have some good make up tutorials as well. Try it out its a lot better than trying it out the first time before you have to be somewhere important and end up looking like a punched out tranny... lmao.

Hope you all enjoy.

xoxo

Okay so you all have to check out this girl Honey Cocaine. Her music is awesome but what I really enjoyed was the video posted below. It's awesome. Hope you all enjoy.


SOME WISE WORDS FROM HONEY COCAINE...

You should all check out here music too. She's definitely got some talent =)

Hope you enjoy!

xoxo

ARE YOU READY FOR SEASON 3 BITCHES?

-A

LMAO! I loooove Pretty Little Liars and can't wait until JUNE 5TH FOR SEASON 3 to start!!!

Okay so I hear of girls curling their hair using their hair straightener and until recently I was never able to do it. I looked all over youtube for videos and I was left confused and with ugly curls until I seen this video by MakeupbyMel. It was easy to understand and I got amazing curls after just one try. I have never tried doing the curls like this before now and it works soooo much better.

*The beginning of the video is just talking. It takes until 5:20 for the demonstration to actually begin*

If you have trouble doing your own curls I defineitly suggest checking this video out. It taught me to do amazing curls. I find when you use a straightener its easier to pick different curl styles.

Hope this helps =)